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hai!!!

lame gle x bkk...

sbenanyer.xingt password pun tadi...

hahahahaha...

da lame x bukak blog..blog ni mmg tujuan die nk curhat je sbenanyer...da xde manusia yg ley memahami..blog jugak jd tmpt mengadu nasib..mengadu dombaa~ hahaha..ap la..mencarut je...ok2..ini serius...serius black! skunk ni..da masuk dunia laen dah...skang ni msk kt dunia halitosis = mulut berbau.., super ring = calculus yg mcm kalo kite mkn super ring, bete = pent tgg patient x dtg/cancel...tu la dunia busuk sy skang...tp disebalik dunia busuk tuh...macam2 sy belajar...! terutama dgn tgn sy yg cacat nih...fhm2 la..sy ni kidal sbenanyer..pastu dentistry ni dengki ngn org kidal..die nk dentist tu gunekn tgn kanan jer...keji kan? DASAR...! tp xpelah...nk wat cmn...dunia mmg xadil..so nk dibuatn cerita...indah sebenarnya jd dentist nih...dapat bersihkn mulut org...dpt wat org tu confident ngn penampilan die..and so ooonnn...

for a beginner, xde yg sng! nk wat temporary filling pun meggigil ookkk! for the 1st time la~ apetah lagi nk tambal..yg bur gigi org...tp lame2...pede je laaaa~ it's nice for us to know or act empathy to what the px feels..

dieorg lambt..mesti ade sorry...kalo skt sket, diorg ego..so kite sdp ati nk wat sesuka suki...hahaha..smpi ade yg kasi makanan..walaupun gorengan...sgt baik...maybe sini mmg kawasan org2 yg ramah kut...

at first dulu, i had a thought that kalo jd dentist ni mesti bosan...sebb tgk gigi org jer...kalo x tgk...kite kene wat keje kat lab...but then..now...i da diinspired..utk tidak memikirkn bnd2 yg bosan spt ituuu..hahahaha...

i shall make dentistry my passion..seriusly...i never thought of being serius about this..there is once i thought that after this...im going to teach or doing something related to dentistry behind the scene...hahahaha...konon cool laaa~ hahaha...but then..bile fkir2 balik..its not that bad..plus..it seems like my parents really count on mee...which is a bit burden for me..since thay are expecting more from me...and i...~~ im that clever type..im just an average person...*sigh*..

owh ya~~ da bebel lame2 nih..lupe lak nk wish merry christmasssss!!!! HO HOHO HO...! hehe.. ok..skang da xde idea nk tulis ap...chao!

we as foreingers...

ari ni kami klua berjln2...
setelah beberapa dekad tidak maen2 d bndg..
hahaha..
n for the first time kami g ke pusat karok yg agk standard..
hahaha..
1 jam - 45 rb rupiah...
kaye x kiteorg..?
hahaha...
pembukaan lagu di buat oley yana..
sgt hebat menyanyi..
n sgt puitis org nyer...
n ari ni byk gossip yg berjaln2 d telinga kami...
yg pelik nyer..
kiteorg ni ddk kt over the sea jer..
nk kate jauh tu xla sgt...
mmg la nmpk mcm foreinger..
tp xla obvious sgt...
ad ckp kami ni dr pdg la,acheh pun ade...
nsb baek xde yg ckp dr papua...
tp paTUT ke doct,atau lect2...
mengklasifikasi kan kami sbgi foreigner n to be treated differently..
i mean like..
what the .... la kan...?
same je....
sume cari ilmu...
y u have to differentiate..
plus..
before u kutuk someone with harsh word..
y dont u cermin urself..
xkire la u doct ke pengemis ke..
tmbh2 lg. kalo u jd doct..act like one..
give good example..
not just by saying..
stupid..bangang ke ap..
maybe bahlol ke..??
ok2...ni dah ngumpat...
xleh thn ar ngn mamat nih..
owh...ok2...stop nad~~~
ok...
marilah kita baca surah thoha byk2 kt dr ak nih..
moga allah slamat kn die dr godaan2 iblis 'stupid' tuh...
ad ke patut...
ok2...stop2...
k....
sang suriakn diri anda...
di blog ni hanya dipenuhi dgn ketidak puasan hati...
sbb tu tjuk die ..
sang suria precusor diri..
hahahaha...
yyyoooossshhh!!!

dsp 3 xsiap lg...da sibuk beronggeng..
n thanx to teah..!!
i syg u lebih la..!!!
arigatou ommaa!!!

;)

sang suria baru shj memuncul dri..!!!
pagi2 lg kami...(lia,sy ngn tiqah)..ke paun...
perasaan kami = biase jer...
hahaha...
mcm xde bnd sgt la..
tp wat kali pertama..
kami beli 'name yg leh diletaK dlm blik'...
hahaah
jenis yg gantung2 tuh..
xcited gle nk ltk...
hehehe..
pastu balik2 je blik...
trus bkk laptop...
n tetbe terdendang lg my declaration by eliza bennet..
lagu yg memotivasi kn diri...
my fav song for time time around~~~
hehehe..
n die mengingatkn...
'im gonna be someone'- yes,i do..bkn shj dentist..tp seorg yg mmpunyai akhlak yg tinggi,rmi kawan,xdpndg rgn oleh org..dan insyaallah..berjaya jgk kt akhirt..
'im gonna give something' - yes..ak akn kasi,sebarkn ilmu2..atau mungkin ajaran2 sesat ku..seperti dlm berpakaian,atau dlm berkomunikasi..sbb ak xtau bdg yg laen...
and yg plg pntg...
' its gonna be my life,so im gonna live each..and taking it all..'..
this is my life...im gonna be stronger..sbb mcm2 dugaan kt dunia nih...mslh conflict yg utama..maybe keluarga,kawan...tp kan...
utk KAWAN tu kan...ak rs..kalo die xpenah nk jd kawn ko..xyah la jadi kawan diorg..xpenting pun..tp jgn sesekali putus kn hbgn..just wat bdh jer..

kalo die kasi muke taik..kite kasi muke suci..
kalo die ckp bnd kotor..kite ckp alhamdullilah byk2...
kalo die ckp blakang..kite ckp dpn2 dier..
kalo die wat dajal ngn die..org akn wat dajal kt die blk..
tgk...
kite xpenah rugi ap2..
kan..?
sape yg rugi..??
die jgk...

sorry eih..
tetbe sy ad mslh dalamn yg lum settle..
x cukup dgn menulis kt paper n conteng2..
nodamechan menjadi mangsa..
karutan hati..
hehehe....

mcm bese...
precursorkn diri anda..
ingt...be a better person..dlm duniawi ngn dunia hakiki nnt..
yyyyooosssshhh..!!!

weih..jeles ar...

bile bukak blog org kn..tepi die pnh ngn bnde2 laen...
nk wat jgk..
tp mls ar..
tp bile bukak xmenrik gler...
hissshh..cinca tul...
sape nk tlg2 ceriakn blog ak..??
angkat tgn..!!
xde ke..?
xpelah...sob3...

yg jeles kt atas tu bkn sbb ni eih...
sy jeles kat org2 yg makayh die mcm sporting n mayb lbh fhm ank2 dier...
astagfirullah al a'zim tp ak bkn nk ckp makayh ak x understanding..
tp may their being protective..like overprotective...

smlm nana ym ngn ak..
nana adelah adekku yg akn melawat utk bebrapa ari akn dtg..
botak kepala weih...
ha..! berbalik pd ctr..
nana ctr...
mak mcm berleter2 kt die psl bf2 nih...
pastu nana ckp mayb psl sedara ku di kg yg akn bertunang in the age of 14..
tp xleh la mcm tuh..
compare la cmn didikn parents dier...
plus die ddk kt kg..
mayb exposure utk study tu kurg..depend pengaruh family jgk kn..
nk d pendekkn ctr ctr...
mak ckp kt nana..
'mak nye insticnt rs mcm ira tu ade boyfriend'..
yes..! akhirnyer mak tau jgk..!!
ak berkate...
tetbe nana menyampuk..
'awk giler ker..????...
nanti kalo mak srh awk ***** cmn..??'..

pastu ak fkr...
ak da 20 thn...
da remaja nk masuk ke dewasa...
bdn pun mcm mak2 org...
rs mcm kdg2 mak org pun bdn die lg kecik dr ak...
nape mak n ayh x fhm...?
np bnd ni nk sorok2..
dah lame dah....
ati ni rs berat sgt...
bahu ni mcm da bongkok dah...
nape eik diorg mcm tuh...
bkn ke lg elok kalo diorg kenal dulu...
xsmstinya kalo da knl tu kene kawen trus..
mcm knl2 dulu la...
then kalo makayh mcm bekenan ke..
then ley la...

ak pun tau la nape tetbe ke arah 'ley la' td...
tp kami da lame...
n ak xnk sia2kn rse yg tlh ku berikn...
ehem2..phm2 jelah...
pastu kn..
satu lg bile berjauhan nih...
kalo tgk ctg korea ke jepun ke..cine ke..ap2 je la..
mesti terasa mcm kisah mereka adlah kisah ak...
hahahaah..
diorg sedih ak sedih...diorg xleh tdo..ak lg xleh tdo...
disease ni da lame sbenanyer..
sejak zaman sailormoon lg...
bile org bertopeng tu muncul..
berdebar2 jantung nih...
ish2...
ap nk jadi nih....

ok2...
blaja2...
jgn lpe precusorkn diri anda..
ingtla sang suria sentiasa muncul di pg ari...
tp yg sentiasa ad bersama adlah..
allah swt...
jom kite dktkn diri dgn DIA..
yyyyoooossshhh..!!!

18SX-jgn bace..!

sbananyer da lama ak thn..
tp tetbe mcm nk luahkn jer...
nk crt mcm ngumpat..!!
so jgn bace..
kalo korang bace pastu kene sabit kesalahn bersubht..
bkn slh sy eih...

ok da nk start part yg tut tut tut...
dr awal lg ak xfhm mslh ko ap weih..
sumpah..! ap yg kiteorg wat sbenanyer..
pastu kalo agk2 kalo xpuas ati..
cube ckp dpn2..
xyah ckp blakang2 ar...
tp ar...
nk tegur sket..
ko ingt ko bgs sgt ker..??
ap yg ko ader sbenanyer...
ad pakwe..? rmi lg ader..
ad duit..org laen pun ader..
lagi kayer dr ko pun ader...
bkn nk ckp ap la..
tp mmg xfhm np ngn diri ko nih...
lab partner sendr..
pastu xtegur...
wat muke mcm taik..! taik ak pun kdg2 lagi lawa dr muke ko kdg2..
cubelah fhm..
jgn ikut perasaan sgt..
ikut je nafsu tuh...
cube gn akal kdg2..
xterfkr ke org tu rs ape..?
xmsk tadika eih..?
dulu ckg kt tadika ak ajar tau...
hormat perasaan org laen..
kalo leh beralah...
BERALAH tu ak rs asas la...
mn leh nk menang jer...
sbb ko la..
ak rs gap besar sgt kt environmnt ak..
first time dlm idup ak ad org mcm ko nih...
ngucap nodame2...
astagfirullah byk2..
moga2 tuhan bkk ati ko tu luas2...
mate ko tu bukak sket...
moga allah maafkn rs kekejian ak kt ko...
kdg2 ak rs ak bkn dr ak yg sng sgt maafkn org..
yg sng sgt rs mc xpe2...
kalo sket xper..
moga ko dpt rs ap yg kami pnh rs..so that ko x ulang lg...
ya allah...bukakn la ati ku...utk cpt2 lpekn bnd ni..
and supaya die dpt hidayah mu ya allah...
ha..! kepada sesiapa yg bace..amin kn doa nih..
k..?
dah2...

kalo bnd2 mcm ni..jgn precursorkn diri...
tgg je sang suria dtg esok..
n be happy2...
jgn ikut post nih...
emo2...
k..??
yyyyoooossshhh..!!!!!

ku rindu~~

anyong blog ku~~
sorry da lame tinggalkn...
tetibe ak abaikn ciptaan ku sendiri..
xpatut betul..lps ni akn ku lebh menghargaimu...

topik kite pd ari ini adalah..
hari2 ku di bndung kembali...
seperti biasa...
blk2 je...
jadual mcm jadual org pose yang-yok...
kejap ader,kejap xde...
pastu bile da ader...
xsmpi 4 mgg blaja..da ader exam..
gler teratur management die...
kalah system kt us..

tp busy2 pun...
tido ttp tdo..
abskn duit mak ayh still on...
beronggeng..memuaskn nafsu diri...
tetbe td insaf jap...
xtau brpae lame leh betahan..
tp mntk2 lame gak...
kalo ley berterusn..insyaallah...
hehehe...

ha..! lpe nk ctr...
ad byk issue menrk pd kali ini ya kwn2...
pertama..kawan ignore kwn...(some people!!)..
kedua...pokai...
ketiga...adekku dtg...
keempat...ku da gemuk...
kelima...ak bhgia..!!
keenam...blaja2...
ketujuh...nk exam...
kelapan...ok chao..!!
hehehe..tu saje..nnt kite sambg lg...

utk mgg ni...
happy2kn diri..positive kn hati...supaya otak leh berlari...!!
precusorkn diri anda..!! n...sang suria pasti menanti...!!

ding dong ding dong..

cuti 2 minggu ni...
1st time ak klua sebyk nih...
hahahaha...
sronok pun sronok...
lame gler x lepak ngn kekwan sek 5 nih...
besenyer cuti duk rumah mcm tunggu mati jer...
kalo x pun..
maen ngn adek2 yg mcm wonderpet..agk sedikit hyper cmpur mcm nk kene sepak...
sume ader...
kali nih.
percutian ku agk menarik..
tgk wyg smpi 3 kali berturut2..
pastu gile tudung skang...
bygkn 200rm abis dlm 1mgg...
ish2...
ap nk jd ngn ak nih...
tp sumpah ak xkesah..
sbb kat sane bkn ad tdung mcm tuh..
n kalo nk klua pun g jatos jer..
hahahaha..buhsan..!
kepADa sesape yg stay kt jatinagor tuh..
betahan..!!!
chayo2..!!!
n pada teah yg mungkin sedg rindu...
hahahaha..
dont worry baby..ahad ak blk...
hahahaha..uuwwweekk..!
hahaha...
tp walaupun da blk mas...
still rindu kekwn kt indon..
yg penting sume kwn2 ak the best..!!!
ingt eih..
kawan2 ak jer yg the best...
yg pure2 tu..harapan.....
hahahha..love you guys..!!